Saturday, March 1

What to say on day like Today?

This day brings the most unexplainable pain I have ever experienced.
I can not and will not start to explain it.
This day that I dreamed to be a happy reminder for years to come has become a burden to me.
One that threatens to sink me like the Titanic.
I will not be surrendered to the depression that is always looming right now.
I will say that MY GOD WILL MAKE ALL THINGS BEAUTIFUL IN HIS TIME.
I wanted to write beautiful words in tribute to the past.
But I can't.
Not right now, it's all too painful and fresh in my mind.
Maybe another time.
If you are reading this,
I love you. and all the unspoken things I haven't said and will never say in a forum this public.

5 comments:

Christy said...

Praying for you today Darci! And yes God WILL make ALL things beautiful in His time!!! Love you girl!

Stephanie said...

I wish I knew what happened to you Darci. Hope your ok :)

Tamara said...

Love you Darc! It's so refreshing to see someone (who even in a time as hard as this) KNOWS that God -will- repair all of our broken bits & make them beautiful. Keeping you in my prayers :)

Happy St. Paddy's Day said...

i am a little speachless.. but i wanted you to know i am reading and wishing you all the healing from our Lord.

Benjamin said...

One way or another, time heals all wounds.

That is an absolute certainty, and one I often take comfort in - whether my problems fix themselves or simply fade from importance, I know that in a year, very little of what still concerns me today will still hold my attention.